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[kuangning]

I finally got around to doing some follow-up on a previous post (thank you, baxil...) and ran across something startling, but something pleasant, too. So much I'd forgotten... like the story bit I posted earlier. It's been a walk down Memory Lane today, and I think I like it. I'm downloading Kyodai Mahjongg, pondering things I want to tell, things I want to do... and really, it's a comfortable thing to be in my skin right now.

Looking back over the last posts, protected though they were from the majority... I've been melancholy, haven't I? It seems that I'm very thin-skinned just lately. And sometimes it sounds worse than it is, even. I'm all right. I haven't let go, I'm not giving in, I'm not going away. It gets hard sometimes, but then, isn't that normal? I don't need pity. Your sympathy is appreciated, hugs are accepted gladly, but time is what I need, when things go wrong. That's all. I've made it this far, I didn't go through all of that to lie down and die now.

Here's to tomorrow. And to a quiet evening before it, and to knowing that we're stronger than our hurts, no matter how bad they are, and better than our pasts, no matter how awful.

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[orchestralspy.livejournal.com]

Cheers!
Very well said, Aiobheil, I wish I were half as eloquent as you. (Or deep-thinking, for that matter) :P

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I'll trade you my worrisome thoughts and words for your talent with the violin. :) I also play a little... a very little. But it seems all my creativity is text-related. ;)

Hear hear!

[virtual256.livejournal.com]

and a *hug* for you too ^_^

Re: Hear hear!

[kuangning]

Hway! *hugs back.*

[kaolinfire.livejournal.com]

here's to that. =)

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*smiles.*