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Jan. 9th, 2003 06:10 pmIn three days? I will have made my 90 days as an Interstate employee.
As of the 1st, I will have medical coverage.
Because I've had no treatment and no meds for six months, (and I haven't needed them!) depression is not a pre-existing condition, and will be covered. I can, if I need to, get back on Wellbutrin. I can (and I do need/want to) go back into therapy.
I do enjoy my job.
I do feel like a necessary and valuable part of the team.
I do feel secure enough to consider seriously the possibility/necessity of going back to school, without feeling that I'm lacking the basics because I haven't.
I'm mostly comfortable with my finances right now, and feel up to facing the difficulties I've yet to clear off my plate.
I'm not completely satisfied. And that's a good thing -- there are still things I want to do and be, goals to reach for. But I'm so much better off than I was this time last year. In a lot of important areas. And sometimes I forget that. I will remember today.
As of the 1st, I will have medical coverage.
Because I've had no treatment and no meds for six months, (and I haven't needed them!) depression is not a pre-existing condition, and will be covered. I can, if I need to, get back on Wellbutrin. I can (and I do need/want to) go back into therapy.
I do enjoy my job.
I do feel like a necessary and valuable part of the team.
I do feel secure enough to consider seriously the possibility/necessity of going back to school, without feeling that I'm lacking the basics because I haven't.
I'm mostly comfortable with my finances right now, and feel up to facing the difficulties I've yet to clear off my plate.
I'm not completely satisfied. And that's a good thing -- there are still things I want to do and be, goals to reach for. But I'm so much better off than I was this time last year. In a lot of important areas. And sometimes I forget that. I will remember today.